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The Dance

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Recently I saw a picture that really hit me with all the feels. I posted it because it was such a special feeling I got when I first saw it. The only caption was ❤. I didn't mean to vague-book on Facebook, but a few people were upset that I'd had another miscarriage. I feel SO bad that I sent the wrong message. I really need to be more careful! All is well and there is no miscarriage. This photo was so special and so real for me. Because it portrays exactly how I feel. I've had to give two angels back to heaven. The comfort I felt seeing this was so real and deep. Pregnancy loss has been on my mind a lot lately. I never really stop thinking about it, but recently it has hit close to home. A few people close to me have recently shared stories that I'll cherish forever. Some that are close to me just had a loss. Some have symptoms that could lead to a loss. Bleeding and scary things are happening to them. I take every loss around me harder than I should. But I...

From the Ground Up

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I am so incredibly in love with Thomas. Thomas took a few weeks off work for a minor surgery, so I've been spoiled with him at home. He is so amazing. Right this moment he is cleaning up the aftermath of a black marker incident. I'll just let you guess what my couch, the front door and basically half of my living room look like! Thomas has helped with umpteen diapers, hanging out with Lincoln when I need a break, and just being my buddy. He's even sacrificing sleep to get Lincoln OUT of our bed! We've been awful and let Lincoln sleep with us. We were really good about having him sleep in his room for a few weeks, but it was so hard to spend 2+ hours apart each night. I used to nurse and rock Lincoln until he was almost asleep, then Thomas would come in and relieve me. But that meant not seeing each other most nights. We eventually gave up for awhile, but now that we're on 3 weeks of being weaned, Lincoln is OUTTA HERE! It has been really nice. We're not th...